Friday, March 19, 2010!
HandWritten on; 2:35 AM
Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on
Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oooh.. a holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
(yeah...)
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
today huiping told me that problems that can be solved with money are not problems. this is the FIRST time i thought that was really true. im feeling quite disturbed by some stuff and by my own reactions to those stuff, if only this time i was really thinking too much :/ its not that i didnt expect my reaction, afterall its not like it hasnt happened before, but i really thought i was sort of more grown up now. but ystd when i told tis she told me maybe im just not. hahaha. i like this thought quite a bit. i realised its really not something i really really want or need right now. with this realisation im so glad, now i no longer feel pathetic when i face some stuff. yay
hahaha i think nobody will understand what the hell im saying 'cept for tis
well but its not like i still have to face it very soon
after that, i shall be free (in a way)